[MajestyJo]

As they say in AA, "This too shall pass." That means to good and the not so good times.

My God never went away, I did. I had a resentment against rules and regulations, especially when I saw people, not walking their talk. I told myself, if I can't beat them, I will join them in their ways. I had so much guilt over the years for smoking, drinking, unhealthy relationships, abusing my medication (a lot I didn't need because I wasn't able to be honest with myself and others), and other people, my tongue was a real weapon, so in today, I try to use it to help people heal and put them back together again. It is what I needed to do to make Indirect amends for all the people that were no longer in my life.

My God can handle all things. I just have to remember to put them in His Hands, and not take Him for granted. Most of my problems were of my own making, and as I have said before, my spiritual adviser said, "Call them challenges, problems you can stay stuck in. Challenges you can over come, especially with your God's Help."