You need to be willing to change, you need to be willing to ask for help. You need to be willing to let go and let God. You need to be willing to share with God, admit to yourself and another human being, to keep yourself honest. God knows, He just wants to know if you know or running another con.
Is this another one of your bargaining schemes, God if you will do this, I'll do this or that. If you are willing to change, how far are you willing to change, how far are you willing to commit. Is it conditional to your will or Gods Will as to what you need or how far you are willing to go.
Are we unwilling to let go of all of our old behaviours, patters, and habits, do we still want to cling to some, because they safety blankets and we feel to vulnerable if we let them go, we really don't have the faith and trust to leave ourselves completely bare and open to new things, after all, I will have no barriers, wall, or stones left to unturn. Can I at least keep my blanket of denial if I can't keep my security blanket?
