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August 5
PAIN “Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain." Kahlil Gibran There was much to be unhappy about in my childhood. There was also a lot of unhappiness in my adult life. Until I found The Recovery Group online, that unhappiness was the driving force in my life. That force robbed me of the ability to see and enjoy the many wonderful things that I had experienced. I wore a cloak of sadness, bitterness and resentment ~ I had been short-changed. It was the old glass-half-empty, glass-half-full story....poor me. Being able to share the pain and unhappiness I have known has freed me from the power it had over me. Clearing away the wreckage is enabling me to see my part in some of the unhappiness I've known. It has enabled me to see more clearly that there is so much for which I can be grateful. It has enabled me to see that I truly AM the person of value which I had represented myself to be towards others. I am integrating that person into the "unacceptable" being I carried within. I have seen others here endure challenge, pain and hardships with so much grace. I have learned that pain is, indeed, inevitable. I have the choice whether to dwell on the pain morbidly, or to instead focus on the joy of this day. One day at a time... I will live in the joy of this day and I will strive to share this wonderful gift of self-acceptance to others in program. ~ Karen A. |
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August 6
SELF-ESTEEM “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.” Eleanor Roosevelt I always used to feel “less than” everyone else, so I’d eat and feel even worse. Without true love for myself I was dead in the water. I would compare the facts I knew about myself against the impression I had of you. I never seemed to measure up. Without self-love, I was unable to ask for, expect or accept love from others. When I love myself and treat myself lovingly, it Doesn’t matter what others think of me; what matters is that I do not think less of myself. One day at a time ... I ask my Higher Power to show me little ways to act lovingly toward myself and to know deep within that I am worthy of being loved by others. ~ Melissa S. |
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August 7
~ SERVICE ~ You cannot do a kindness too soon ... because you never know how soon it will be too late. Ralph Waldo Emerson So many people in program sit silently in meetings because they don't think they have anything of importance to say. Perhaps they haven't been in program very long, and feel that, because they aren't a seasoned veteran, they haven't the right to speak up. But everyone's experiences and insights are different, and I would appreciate hearing from those who are quiet. They just might say something that will keep me from losing my serenity and abstinence. It would be a kindness for them to speak up. I've had people tell me, "Oh, I can't pick up the phone and make an outreach call to someone I just met." To that I say, "Why not?" It would be a kindness to let someone know that you're there and you care about them. Sometimes a person will say, "But I'm having a bad day myself; how can I offer hope to someone when I'm in such a shape?" It would be a kindness to share your struggle, for you would be giving others the chance to serve. I think it's as much a selfishness on our part to deny someone the opportunity to serve us as it is to deny our service to someone who is hurting. Ours is a fatal disease. I don't want to risk missing the chance to serve someone who may not be with us tomorrow. I want to do that kindness today in case it's YOU who isn't here tomorrow. I hope you would do that kindness today in case it's ME who isn't here tomorrow. One Day at a Time . . . I will perform an act of kindness, for I never know when I may forever lose that opportunity. ~ JAR ~ |
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August 8
~ HAPPINESS ~ Happiness is never something you get from other people. The happiness you feel is in direct proportion to the love you are able to give. Oprah Winfrey I learned a great lesson while grieving the loss of my three-year-old son. It was Christmas time. I had three other children who were looking forward to a wonderful day with all the trimmings, but my heart was despairing. I came to the realization that I could take the experience one moment at a time. Some of those moments would be very sad, but some of those little periods of time would be joyful. I found out that happiness is moments, not a state of being. We can take those joyful moments and treasure them until they accumulate into happiness. We have the choice to treasure them or to allow them to disappear in our lack of gratitude and appreciation. Every day there is joy that we miss because we aren't looking for it. When I look back at the end of the day and add up the good moments, I often realize there is so much joy in my life. I learn to appreciate the little things. That Christmas is remembered more for those little moments of joy. The love in my heart for the other children helped me to rise above the despair and reach out to give them a gift of happiness on that treasured holiday. One day at a time... I strive to see the good in each moment. ~ Dottie ~ |
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August 9
~ ANSWERS ~ There is no need to run outside For better seeing, Nor to peer from a window. Rather abide at the center of your being. Lao Tzu I always looked for answers outside of myself. I did not put the trust in my self and thought someone, anyone, always knew better than me. I believed the advertisements and compared myself to polished pictures of beautiful thin women. As I recover from compulsive overeating, I am learning that all of the answers are inside of me. I need only to get quiet and listen to that still small voice. I pray that my Higher Power will give me the willingness to go inside where my truths lie. One Day at a Time . . . I look within and wait patiently ... knowing the answers, however big or small, are all within. ~ Melissa S. ~ |
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August 10
LOSS “The act of giving something up is painful. But as we negotiate the curves and corners of our lives, we must continually give up parts of ourselves. The only alternative is not to travel at all on the journey of life.” M. Scott Peck As I look back over my life, I can remember many losses. Some came about by death, some by the circumstances of life, and others by choices I made. All of my losses were painful, but only three were traumatic. Whenever I gave something up there was a period afterwards when my life wasn’t the same as it had been before. The amount of pain I experienced and the length of its duration were not contingent upon the seeming “severity” of the loss. Death was final, but not the most traumatic for me. Letting go of something takes many forms. Though my most traumatic losses were those I experienced at the end of a relationship, there were other losses, too. I lost my youth and I mourned that. I lost a part of my life when a decades-long career gave way to retirement. I lost my role as mother when my children grew up and I found myself with an empty nest. I lost my identity when the disease I have had for a lifetime caused me to reach bottom and, in the process, took the “me who was” along with it. And I lost another part of myself when I accepted the reality of my marriage and let go of the storybook dreams I once had. My Twelve Step program has enabled me to go through a mourning process for each loss I experienced. I have allowed myself to grieve and feel the feelings. And when all this was done, God’s grace allowed me to heal. One day at a time ... I will learn from those things I had to give up ... and I will continue my journey in serenity and peace. ~ Mari |
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August 11
SELF-KNOWLEDGE “The world we have created is a product of our thinking. It cannot be changed without changing our thinking.” Albert Einstein The world I created before finding the Twelve Steps of recovery was a world in which I had no responsibility. Everything bad in my life was someone else’s fault: my parents’, my husband’s, society’s, and, when there was no one else to blame, it was God’s fault. As I worked Step 4, I learned that I had been a part of all of these things for which I blamed others. I learned that I had defects of character that kept me from taking part in my life. As I recognized these defects, I asked my Higher Power to remove them, and that gradually happened. One of the things I had tried to do for many years was bury my feelings of grief and pain. I seemed to have managed that fairly well, but in doing so, I had also buried all the other emotion. I no longer took enjoyment in anything. My child’s smile evoked no feeling and I felt no pride in anything I did. I felt none of the love that others gave to me. As I started dealing with the painful feelings, the positive emotions emerged as well. The promise the Big Book speaks of became true for me: I no longer regretted the past nor wished to shut the door on it. I was able to feel my hurt and grief. Now I am also able to feel love and happiness. I have learned how to change my thinking through the process of working these wonderful Steps. One Day at a Time . . . I do a daily 10th, 11th and 12th Step and am reminded that it is my responsibility to listen to my Higher Power and do my part in creating the world around me. ~ Nancy |
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August 12
~ SAFETY NET ~ Leap, and the net will appear. Julia Cameron I’m an analyzer. Given the opportunity, I can analyze something to the point the original context has been lost. This was exactly what I did when I was first introduced to the Twelve Step recovery program. With each Step, I tried to discover a hidden meaning, an excuse not to work it. I spent more energy not doing the program than I ever would have following it. When I finally made the leap into that first Step, my life began changing direction from the downward trend it was in. It was a leap of faith, and the net of my Higher Power caught me. This net will not break, nor will it fall. As I discover truths about myself that enable me to move forward in life and become a better person, I need the safety of that net of faith. One Day at a Time . . . I will take a leap of faith towards my recovery, knowing I’ll be safe, and the miracle will happen. ~ Trish ~ |
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JOY “Joy is not in things, it is in us.” Richard Wagner Growing up in a household of people in need of recovery, one of the things I learned early on is that things can bring happiness. None of us realized that the happiness was very temporary, never seeing us through what feeling we were wanting to stuff or what hurt hole deep inside us needed filling. I had so many feelings and so many holes inside me that I didn't have near enough money for the things I needed. What hurting 7-year old in a sick family does? Given that, it seems natural that I turned to food to help fill holes. Just another "thing," but at least the fridge was always too full, and I didn't have to worry about the money aspect. But things caused pain too. I learned that my parents gave more expensive and better things to those people they liked more and wanted to please. I was not one of those people; my brother was. I noted every gift and compared, and set myself up for more hurt that could only be soothed in the kitchen because I didn't know any other way. The food "things" I ran to have caused less joy in my life than any of the things I've bought. I've been fat since I was four, torturing my body over the years by alternating starvation with massive bingeing and with purging. I was never good enough because I've never been thin enough except for that growth spurt when I was nine. Then I found the Twelve Steps. As a result of working the Steps, I've found me. As a result of finding me and learning to fill hurtful holes by feeling rather than with things or food, I've truly found the joy that is in me. One Day at a Time . . . I will remind myself that things and food do not bring happiness; joy is within. ~ Rhonda H. ~ |
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August 14
~ LISTENING ~ I have learned silence from the talkative, tolerance from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind. I should not be ungrateful to those teachers. Kahlil Gibran Verbosity is one of my personal characteristics ... especially in my past. I remember so well discussions in which I found great joy in talking. I also remember my prayers to the God Of My Understanding in which I had a litany of things prayed for. As I became more and more entrenched in my program, I noticed that I began to listen more and talk less. I also began to really hear what God was saying to me. Praying is our talking to God and meditating is listening to Him. So now meditation has became a way of life for me. As I go through my life encountering the talkers of the world, I now try to listen to those who are silent but who have much to say. The loud voices of my past life were just loud. It is, however, the quiet, calm voices that have spoken to me in volumes. One Day at a Time . . . I will listen carefully to those who speak. I will listen especially carefully if it's God who is speaking. ~ Mari ~ |
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LOVE “Love conquers all things. Let us, too, surrender to love.” Virgil Learning to love myself has been one of the hardest lessons I've had to learn. I had to discover my capacity for self-care. I had to listen to the way I talked to myself and to learn to speak in more affirming ways. Learning to smile -- and then laugh -- when I made a mistake helped me to be less self-centered and more able to just have fun. Life is a great experience when I surrender myself to the love around me. Expressing my love to others increases its quantity and quality inside of me. We all need to know that someone loves us and that we are lovable. Everyone needs to know that they are sufficient. I've discovered that as I give love to others, it is returned to me many times over. One day at a time... I will work at expressing unconditional love. ~ YAL |
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Twelve Steps ~ Twelve Beautiful Gifts “Each day provides its own gifts.” Marcus Aurelius For each step there is a principle. I believe that with each step I received a gift. STEP ONE: We admitted we were powerless over food ~ that our lives had become unmanageable. (I received a silver mirror that revealed reality and truth when I looked into it.) STEP TWO: Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. (I received a stone to put in my pocket. It had the word "hope" engraved on its face and was comforting in my hand when I held it.) STEP THREE: Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him. (I received a pair of wings for my soul.) STEP FOUR: Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. (I received a candle to search out my hidden shame.) STEP FIVE: Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. (I received a beautiful note that said, "Welcome to the human race. We are so glad to have you back.") STEP SIX: Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character. (I received a dove to put my burdens upon and set it free.) STEP SEVEN: Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings. (I received a small box engraved with the words, "I will place my problems here.") STEP EIGHT: Made a list of all persons we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all. (I received a map that led to the future.) STEP NINE: Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. (I received an eraser to correct the mistakes I had made.) STEP TEN: Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. (I received a scale to weigh and balance my actions ~ and to measure my growth.) STEP ELEVEN: Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out. (I received a communication device able to span all doubt and prejudice.) STEP TWELVE: Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to others, and to practice these principles in all our affairs. One day at a time ... The fountain I received bubbles eternal hope and new ideas. I will daily sooth my soul with gratitude. ~ Judy |
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TRUST " 'Come to the edge',"he said. They said, 'We are afraid.' 'Come to the edge,' he said. They came. He pushed them. ....and they flew." Guillaume Apollinaire Whenever things look bleak I remember how dark and dismal my life was before my Higher Power led me to this Twelve Step program. Before program I was afraid to reach for recovery. I was afraid to try to be an over-comer and I was afraid to come to the edge. But slowly I inched my way over to that edge and my Higher Power gave me a gentle nudge. I was flying! I wasn't chained by my disease anymore. I wasn't trapped in the darkness. I'd come into the light. That day I received a gift from my Higher Power ... I received a taste of recovery. One day at a time ... I come to the edge and trust my Higher Power to give me wings to fly. ~ Jeff R. |
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FEAR “Some of your griefs you have cured And the sharpest you still have survived ~ But what torments of pain you endured From evils that never arrived.” Ralph Waldo Emerson As a compulsive overeater I have lived my life in fear. I feared the apparent cruelty of the surrounding world. I feared to challenge the unknown and chose instead to seek safety in familiar "surroundings." I was afraid to have ambition and dreams. My whole life I've battled an increasing waistline. I realized that I was stagnate in a world of pain and darkness because my fears of responsibility as a "slim" person sabotaged my efforts to lose weight. I’ve learned that worrying about a situation doesn't change the outcome! My fears simply prevented me from moving forward. They clouded the real issues and hid the answers to my problems. Instead of expending so much energy into worrying and fearing an event, I could put it to much better use by dealing with the present realities in my life. Surviving a situation provides added armor for the next battle. Overcoming a fearful predicament puts confidence in my stride towards my next goal. Faith is the opposite of fear. Having faith in my choices, abilities and ambitions will provide the steadfast pathway ahead. One Day at a Time . . . I try to remember that fear and worry only serve to chain me to the present. Faith can break the shackles and enable me to walk on to where I was heading. ~ Nancy |
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ANGER “Anger is only one letter short of danger.” Eleanor Roosevelt Before I began to work the program anger was a dangerous emotion for me. Anger was my excuse to react negatively without thinking. I let anger cause me to judge others, say or do hurtful things, turn away from my Higher Power, and to overeat. I came to realize that I felt angry even when there were other emotions brewing on a deeper level. I felt angry when I was actually feeling afraid, embarrassed, hurt, tired, forgetful, or stressed out. As I work the Twelve Steps, I welcome my Higher Power's guidance in feeling my true feelings; in accepting myself and the situations in my life; in acting on life -- rather than reacting; and in having the compassion to understand myself and others. By doing this I no longer fear anger and I no longer find it a danger in my life. Turning to my Higher Power, I use the Serenity Prayer and the Twelve Steps to process anger in healthy ways. When I feel angry at myself, I give myself a break! I treat myself with kindness, acceptance and forgiveness. One Day at a Time . . . When I feel angry, I wait before I act. ~ Lynne |
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