Enemy Is Within

[roverl0616]

It is not normal or even acceptable to all of us what we all have to go through because of having what all have, or what this is going to do to all us if we don't do something about having it. This is unlike any other problem that we could ever find anywhere else because it uses us against ourselves. That's what makes having what we have so very very difficult to have. The enemy is within all of us, not outside of us, like we all like to think that it is. This also makes having what we all have so tough on us, because before most of us even get to recovery we don't even know where to begin, or what our real problem really is. Some call this cunning, but what this really is, is truly masterful how what we all have keeps all of us from doing anything about having it, and isn't that we can't do something about what we all have, it's just that we think that we don't have to until usually it's too late. Then there is nothing that anybody can do for us about having this. If we have made it here to recovery we are one of the lucky ones, and for some reason something has decided to give all of us an opportunity to do something about what it is that we all have, that we can't even see for ourselves what this is, but because of recovery we'll all slowly learn how to see this, and then we'll all know what we can do about having this.