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[MajestyJo]

Sorry I have gotten behind in posting, not just in my day to day readings but on recovery material.

Things are a bit slow, and concentration isn't so good. The mind is willing but the flesh is willing and I am struggling with myself, wanting to continue and not wanting to quit, which to me is failure to meet my responsibilities.

I still haven't done yesterday's readings, and though they are available and not lost, the fact that they are late, means that someone is missing out. They are good any time, yet for me, each has a purpose, and they are good at any given time, they are especially good, on the day they are meant to be. Not sure that even makes sense, probably not, yet there is a sense that this is a one day at a time program, and a reading for today, is meant to be read today.

So with that thought in mind, I am going to take a break, go down to the pharmacy and get the antibiotic that the doctor ordered for me. The nurse said if it doesn't help my nasal infection, then I need to call on Monday to get an appointment.

The readings help me too. It helps me and helps me to get out of self by reading them.

Just because I feel less than doesn`t mean I am less than. That is the old way of thinking, and it is progress not perfection.