Aren't Even Sure

[roverl0616]

As we enter recovery there's something about it that attracts us to it, even as we may be thinking we don't want anything to do with it, or want anything it has to offer to us. There's still something there we've not experienced in awhile, but sense it may have been something we were familiar with at one time. We most likely aren't even sure what that is, but we do know we do experience it when ever we're around recovery. We'll be able to find out what it is that's attracting us to recovery if we stay with it and keep going around it. There's something in us that's been trying to get help for a while and it knows that that help is here in recovery. We are the only ones that can block ourselves off from it now and we know it would be a mistake if we did so.