Having This

[roverl0616]

As this progresses inside of all us things will become increasingly unbearable to the point where all of us will wish to no longer be alive anymore. When we reach that place it has nothing to do with what's going on outside of all of us, but what this is doing to all of us, this is killing all of us slowly, but surely, and unless we become willing to do something about having this it will succeed. As grim as this sounds, know that this is the course that this takes in doing what it does to all of us and when we reach that point of having this we're exposed to the one weakness that this has. It's in that moment of clarity that we all get where we all can see exactly what this is doing to us. In that brief moment we'll all get to decide what our fate is going to be. This can not make that decision for us, only we can, all of us who have this, and because we're all the only ones who can make that decision, that is the only weakness this has. What we all have can only be successful in doing what it's going to do to us if we all agree to let it. For a very long time for all of us we had no real choice in that moment because there wasn't anything else for us except for us to die from having this, but that's no longer true because now all of us can now choose to be in recovery, where we can all learn how we can live with having this without having to die just because we do have this.