Throwing In The Towel

[roverl0616]

We're all fighters, there's no doubting this in all of us, we've all been there, we've all fought the good battle for ourselves. And one thing that we all came away with from doing this is knowing that we can't win. But none of us are ever willing to admit this before any of us get to recovery and none of us were willing to throw in the towel when it comes to us fighting for ourselves, because we'd all been told in doing so we'd all lose. And we didn't like it even more when someone who was in recovery told us that they had surrendered at this battle that all of us had found ourselves in. We were sure by them doing this that they were making a mistake and that this was the wrong thing to do. There had to be some other way of battling our way through all of this that they had not found and that we would find, and when we did we'd show all of them where they all had failed themselves. This is the battle cry of many of us who are no longer here because they had believed this and because this never has been found by any of us, and when we're all ready stop looking for this, is when we're ready for something new to all of us called acceptance that none of us know anything about or how we could use this to win this battle. But by all of us being in recovery we found out how we could use this, and how it will save us, and when it does we will all become grateful for this because it means that none us will have to continue fighting this losing battle that all of us know we can never win, that was all our life's for all of us, before we all learned how we can throw in the towel to save ourselves, while we still had the chance to, before it became too late for any of us to do so.