New and need support

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Hi all, I am just a few days sober but formerly had a year and a half sobriety in the program. I’ve been going to meetings and met with my former sponsor but today is really hard. My partner of two years has stopped all communication with me out of the blue. I am unable to contact him. I have very bad anxiety and issues with abandonment. It’s really important for me to stay sober and the pain I am experiencing is unbearable. It is night time where I am and I have reached out and spent time with people in recovery today. I don’t have an option to not be alone right now and it is very difficult for me so I am reaching out to the Internet for inspiration and to not feel so alone and helpless. Thanks!